ups and downs this weekend..
-ups -
-lying in bed my boyfriend had has hand on my hip, says 'i can really feel your hip bones, they make a good hand rest' :)
- getting to my GW1
- buying a bra with a smaller back size
- getting completely wasted laughing til I cried with my friends
- old school friend coming on to me, getting attention from guys whilst out.
-downs -
- my mum always making me feel shit before i go out, comments range from 'i can see your back fat' to 'you dont have the legs to wear a skirt that short'
- eating out three days in a row and feeling like a total fat obese ugly failure
- me saying i wasn't much of a cake person.. my mum replying 'could of fooled me you look it'. Bitch.
- depseratly trying to purge and failing leaving me with a horrendous tummy ache and puffy face.
-no longer being at GW1
I'm currently doing another more extended cycle of 2468 :-)
Your mom sounds mean! I am sorry you have to deal with that!
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the loss & reaching a goal! Even though it might not all have stuck, hopefully not too much damage was done & at least now you know your goals are reachable. Don't feel too bad, I'm working on reaching one of my goals for a 3rd time in a row. Good luck with getting back on track!
I'm so sorry you mother says those things :(
ReplyDeleteBut good luck with getting PAST that GW1, though I'm sure you can do it :)
I love when my boyfriend has his hands on my hips. I can always tell when he can feel my hip bones, because he always gives them a teasing squeeze. I love ittt.
ReplyDeleteThanks for following. :D
your mom sounds horrible...she is your mom how can she do that to you?
ReplyDeleteBut your "ups" list sounds good ;)
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She is probably jealous that you are young and losing weight and she isn't!
ReplyDeleteBtw, what does the .5 thing mean?
you'll do better this next cycle :)
ReplyDeleteOh, God, your mum! Don't listen to those things, your boyfriend's compliment, and your bra shopping has already contradicted her anyway ;)
ReplyDeleteGood luck for your next diet :)
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Don't listen to what she has to say!! You reached you gw1!! That is amazing, it wont take you long to get back there!!
ReplyDeleteAttention is sometimes the best :P :)
Chin up love!!!!!
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Just being random and all lol but hugs from what you're mum has been saying to you, thats so spiteful and selfish. Shes jelous ,its all it come down to. Stay strong, only you control you, not her x
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