What is wrong with me. Seriously what the hell is wrong with me.
I have a boyfriend. We have ups and downs but at the end of the day he mostly makes me happy. I like being with someone. I don't do 'alone'. I love him.
So why the hell am I flirting with this other guy. I met him when I was out, he found me on facebook and we starting talking and he is a major flirt. Like he is full on. He was like you're beautiful.. meeting you again would be dangerous.. ah and he's a rugby player and that's hot.
So why am i flirting back with him? why am i meeting him again on friday?!
I love my boyfriend. We was cuddling last night and I should of felt bad but I didnt..
I am an attention whore.
I like to feel wanted. Sexually wanted.
But its not real. I repulse guys. I'm lucky to have my boyfriend who tolerates my fatness, most other guys just chat to me for a laugh, poor little dumpy girl in frumpy clothes. Why is this other guy showing interest. He's only taking the piss. He'll get with my friend come friday.
Ah I hate myself.
I'm so fucking fat.
500cals today
sorry for rant.. needed to get it out.
ugh! i am the same way! i love my boyfriend and i try not to flirt sometimes, but i like the attention. it helps boost my confidence. and being honest with your boyfriend is good, but, unless he asks..maybe you shouldn't tell..
ReplyDeletegood luck, i know you can do it
Sorry but.. flirting is fun. Sometimes me and my husband like to do it together - though he won't hit on guys :(
ReplyDeleteYou're flirting because you have fun doing it. Now, it can get out of hand, so be careful about that of course. If know who you love and who you want to be with, then it won't go further than that. Flirting is not cheating, either! You don't have anything to feel guilty about! Though don't be surprised if your boyfriend finds out and gets jealous. I would say going on a date with other dude would be cheating, but.. meh..
My husband basically sent me off on a date with his best friend once which turned into an awesome day of crazy flirtations - and later we fought about it (when I told him he was stupid for sending me out with him) but I didn't cheat on him and I don't feel guilty about it either.
I wouldn't go out of my way to tell your boyfriend about all of this because it's something the menfolk would rather not hear about, but make sure you keep your distance. And if things do get crazy, maybe you need to consider what attracted you to your boyfriend in the first place.