ups and downs this weekend..
-ups -
-lying in bed my boyfriend had has hand on my hip, says 'i can really feel your hip bones, they make a good hand rest' :)
- getting to my GW1
- buying a bra with a smaller back size
- getting completely wasted laughing til I cried with my friends
- old school friend coming on to me, getting attention from guys whilst out.
-downs -
- my mum always making me feel shit before i go out, comments range from 'i can see your back fat' to 'you dont have the legs to wear a skirt that short'
- eating out three days in a row and feeling like a total fat obese ugly failure
- me saying i wasn't much of a cake person.. my mum replying 'could of fooled me you look it'. Bitch.
- depseratly trying to purge and failing leaving me with a horrendous tummy ache and puffy face.
-no longer being at GW1
I'm currently doing another more extended cycle of 2468 :-)
