Friday :)

I hate mornings.

I hate my scales even more.

I swear my scales are dodgy. I have a very particular routine for weighing, it's always first thing in the morning, it's always after I pee and it's always in the same place on the floor. I move the scale so it's sits on a specific tile. Anyway it said I weighed the same, boo.

BUT then I noticed the scales weren't exactly on this one tile it was abit over so I adjusted it and now it says i've lost .4 of a pound. oooh i don't know what to believe! Ha I sound so dramatic sometimes I think chill the fuck out you're stressing over o.4 of a lb!!

So now i'm o.1 of a lb away from GW1

Maybe i should buy new scales but i'm scared it'll say i weigh more. I've only ever weighed myself on these scales for like 5 years. Like when i'm at the gym or at some one elses house I never ever step on their scales.. i like my own.

oh how ridiculous.

I didn't go to my friends yesterday.. but then i was soo tempted to order pizza anyway but i didn't ;) had about 700-800cals. I came to the conclusion I need to plan my food otherwise I get stuck what to have and become tempted - I was contemplating a yogurt for an hour literally.

So plan today ! angel delight (91cals) mini pancakes (100cals) and noodles (400cals)

I'm out drinking tonight = wine (500cals) so my real total may be more 1100cals. blah