and I hate that little game you had called.. crying lightening.
dh fajbdfhabhybf adshy is the only word to describe the past 24hours. Utter shit. Ate too much yesterday and today, had a massive breakdown infront of my boyfriend, had a good cry which I needed yes but not infront of him. So embaressing.
Today has been shit, just been feeling really down, fat and alone. I only drank canberry juice light in the morning til 4pm but then ate as went cinema with the boyfriend and went to my dads and had some food as it's his birthday.
I'm so fed up with life and myself. I'm so angry at myself. I wish I could go to sleep for a few days, and wake up feeling happy and a couple lbs lighter. I've also come on my period.
I hate feeling like this.
that sucks that you feel like this :(
ReplyDeleteI hope it gets better for you.. It's really hard sometimes. You are lucky you could have a good cry in front of ur bf :)
Stay happy!xxx
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad :( Tomorrow will be better though!! You can do this :)
ReplyDeleteStay strong love <3