30th July

I think we have an emergancy

I'm actually shocked.

Last night I went into binge mode. I don't know what started it. It wasn't planned. It was kinda a healthy binge as my mum only buys healthy food.. but it was still a binge. It started with a slice of dry rye bread in cream cheese but I couldn't stop I had four..then two yougrts (127each) noodles (245) two lollys (56each) two pieces of toast with marmite and BUTER, and this was all consumed in like less than half an hour. I was even contemplating driving to an all night tescos 15mins away for a munch.

Fatty

But weighed this morning.. and I've lost half a lb. I'm shocked. Seriously how the fuck did that happen. In total I must of consumed well over 1000cals and lots of fat.

confused.com

It's given me motavation to be strong this weekend and to aim for 500-800cals a day. My best friend is staying for the weekend with this guy she's kind of seeing and my boyfriend, so I will have to eat.. and drink will be involed. Bottles of wine. Kind of excited..

I miss being drunk.