29th July

Sweet dreams are made of these.

Yesterday I must of had around 800-900cals cos I had a few more digestives when i came home. Damn them to hell. Woke up another lb and a half lighter. No idea how that happened.

3lbs more to GW2...

I'm going to gain tonight tho, I feel like I already fucked up today. Met some friends today (skinny friend was there) for a good bye coffee as one of them is going off to Kenya for a month... assumed we was going starbs so planned to have caramel light frap. I was running late and got a text that they was going some where else instead.. fuckshitwankers I started to panic wtf would I eat I don't know cals of anything in the cafe we went to. I'm such a fussy eater so the only option on the menu realistically was a toastie. I was taking for ages to choose, and was kinda pissed off with the fact i was going to eat something I had no clue of the calories. I didn't even want the friggin thing!!!!!!!!! My friends then ask why am I taking so long.. am i pregnant.. er fuck right off.

I had about 700-800cals at that cafe.. fail.. snapple (95cals) crisps (195) and cheese tomato toastie (400cals? At least?) I'm trying to think of how to repay the damage.. I'm not going to eat anything for the rest of the night.. altho its only 6pm now! Either a lolly (56cals) or options hot chocolate (30cals) if desperate. Must be strong and keep myself busy tonight.

Badtimes.