You look at me as if you've hit me with lightening.Intake today.. Couple of biscuits this morning (100cals) starbs caramel light frap (167cals) 3 rice cakes with cheese and salad (216cals). Total 483cals. Woo. Allowing myself an options hot chocolate tonight (30cals) OR lolly (56cals) so my total maybe 530 or something by the time I sleep.
Was just thinking my friend really annoys me. She's a very good friend and super skinny. She wears barely any clothes and every where we go all the guys stare and comment. Every skinny girl has a fat friend. I am the fat friend. I hate it. She looks at her reflection everywhere we go, she complains to me that she's going away with a different set of friends and won't be the skinniest there. I hate that. I feel like slapping her and telling her to stop pretending she's fat especially in front of me who's like double her weight. No joke. She has an ED of some sort. She has OCD for sure. We used to do smoothie fasts together. If she thinks she's fat wtf does she think I am. Maybe she hangs round me because I'm a trigger to stop eating.
I don't want to be a trigger!
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ReplyDeleteThatt friend thing sucks, i totally get you though. sucks so much to be the fat friend. But someday we won't.
Haha, no offence, but i want to slap yur friend for you :P
in the nicest way of course...
That doesn't sound very pleasant (being around her). You could always use her appearance & attitude as motivation to get thin so one day she complains that you're the friend she's not thinner than. ;)
ReplyDeletei used to be the fat friend around my friend meeka with my friend grace. so we lost all our weight together. i lost more than grace and i weighed less than meeka. so i became the skinny friend, i know you can do it too! :D
ReplyDeleteShe sounds SUPER annoying, I'm sorry :( That sucks.
ReplyDeleteThanks for all your support! I really really appreciate it. Unfortunately I have to stop following your blog because it's triggering for me, and I don't want to relapse :( But I will try to drop by and say hi every once and a while! Good luck with everything!!